In This Issue

The power to alter one’s life comes from a paragraph, a lone remark.
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What about writers who come suddenly into full power late in life?
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My first suicidal ideations occurred to me when I was ten, eleven, twelve.
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A delicious mix of abandonment and expectation filled me.
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Justices are not primarily interested in political or moral issues.
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I forgot my family, my failings, contingency—this, my only threshold.
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I wanted my love to be everywhere, then love began to bite through me.
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Sent
We had not expected to land here. People ended up in New Brunswick, North Carolina, a glazed sprawl of about fifty thousand people,
after they were fired or got divorced, or decided to end their days somewhere warm. Many had a dazed quality, walking around blinking, in the clear air that smelled, oddly, of a swamp. They were thinking: Is this where my life has led? Where do I go now? How long do I have to live, anyway?
Our story was the usual sad story of our current era.more
The Rose Window
There within: the languid, silent
pace
bewilders you,
its face
straying view
and as if seized in a maelstrom’s
clasp,
abandons itself, slips from its own
grasp.









