by Deborah Paredez
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Soledad
New York Women’s House of Detention,
December 1970for Angela Davis
though you are their sole suspect
though they capture you on Columbus Day
though their conqueror’s pallor dulls the night’s obsidian pulse
though they smash the whorled tips of your fingers against the ink
though they single you out beyond a doubt
though they lock you away from the others
though inside these walls book is a shackled verb and not a shared
noun
noun
though they hand your beaten body over to another state authority
though they make you move through their thicket of rifles
though your cuffed wrists won’t let you raise your fists
though your shoulders shiver in your jailhouse shift
though your teeth break the chilled silence with drumroll chatter
though your feet turn snowmelt
though the white drifts will bury others
you will not be kept
solitary for long
solitary for long
you will turn salt-pillar steady
elusive moon pool
elusive moon pool
you will circulate
your smuggled copy of Soledad Brother to your sisters
your smuggled copy of Soledad Brother to your sisters
you will refuse
to shuffle or stumble on your shackled walk
to shuffle or stumble on your shackled walk
you will say the names of the ones still inside
Helen and Harriet and Vernell and Laura and Amy and Pat and Minnie and Joann
Helen and Harriet and Vernell and Laura and Amy and Pat and Minnie and Joann
you will know there is nothing singular
about you
about you
you will know you are a compound
word like everybody or underground or elsewhere or blackbird or railroad—
word like everybody or underground or elsewhere or blackbird or railroad—
in the place where I’m from Soledad is
a word and a sentence
a word and a sentence
Soledad is the name a woman is given
Soledad is a sentence a woman must serve
for the rest of her life
Soledad is a sentence a woman must serve
for the rest of her life
Soledad is the gavel and the holding pen
Soledad is the person and the state
of being she lives out
of being she lives out
Soledad is the letter sent from a locked cell
Soledad is the name we sometimes call
our most holy Virgen
our most holy Virgen
Soledad insists on service to it
Soledad is the sentence
you will spend your life writing
you will spend your life writing
Aftermath
Jackson State College, May 15, 1970